Journal entries?! OO this looks exciting, okay so for my first journal entry... hmmm. so what do i write for these things anyway, do i just write my inner feelings, and poor out my soul onto paper, because that seems like something i would write in a journal, i used to keep a journal, like one of those little black and white composition note books. I stopped keeping one though, because i realized that all the journal entries were about the same person, which made sense at the time, but after all the horrible mess that happened happened, all it did was make me cry when i went back and looked at it... so i burned it. I burned it all exceot for one page that i kept for a while, and read it over and over, and relived it over and over, until i actually thought i was there, and forgot where i was, i held onto it, until i was so angry, so frustrated, so annoyed, so hurt, and so tired of feeling deserted, and so tired of seeing what i shouldn't have seen, that i burned it to, and even then... i kept all the ashes for a while, my entire journal in ruins, like that part of my life, and then, i threw them all in the air, and watched my life get better, just like i knew it would.